You've got this hold on me
and I am not the one you're holding anymore
I felt hands reaching out for me
thought it was you but I can't be sure
I can't be sure
I've tried so hard to break free
But I'll never not want you
I'll wait for you to come back to me
But I'll never not want you
I reach out for help
But I'll never not want you
I've tried to love someone else
But I'll never not want you
You've got me underneath
I'm buried deep in all the times you said
you'd never leave
tonight I'll feel around for you
and come up empty wondering
why I can't just let you be
let you be
I've tried so hard to break free
But I'll never not want you
I'll wait for you to come back to me
But I'll never not want you
I reach out for help
But I'll never not want you
I've tried to love someone else
But I'll never not want you
Maybe I'll erase your number from my phone
throw out all your pictures and handwritten notes
make it so there's nowhere left for you to hide
but what about the echo of your words inside?
I've tried so hard to break free
But I'll never not want you
I'll wait for you to come back to me
I've tried so hard to break free
But I'll never not want you
I'll wait for you to come back to me
But I'll never not want you
I reach out for help
But I'll never not want you
I've tried to love someone else
But I'll never not want you
I reach out for help
But I'll never not want you
I've tried to love someone else
But I'll never not want you
I've tried so hard to break free
But I'll never not want you
I'll wait for you to come back to me
But I'll never not want you
I reach out for help
But I'll never not want you
I've tried to love someone else
But I'll never not want you
