how hopelessly tearfully long, i am waiting for the cure. how silently beautifully small, my world’s become. how stupid things i’ve done, when i‘ve tried to fight my private wars. how stupid words i’ve said, when i felt the end was ready to come. maybe it is as you always wanted to be. so hopelessly alone, i let you be like this. so let me be like this. so let me cry like this. so let me drown into my fears. how meaningless dark and small, my secret thoughts have become. how lonely sad and cold, my heart slowly beats. maybe it is as you always wanted to feel, only soundless pain. i let you drown into your fears