Walking up the hill tonight and you have closed your eyes I wish I didn't have to make all those mistakes and be wise Please try to be patient and know that I'm still learning I'm sorry that you have to see the strength inside me burning Where are you my angel now don't you see me crying? And I know that you can't do it all but you can't say I'm not trying I'm on my knees in front of him but he doesn't seem to see me But all his troubles on his mind he's looking right through me And I'm letting myself down beside this fire in you And I wish that you could see that half my troubles too Looking at you sleeping I'm with the man I love I'm sitting here weeping while the hours pass so slow And I know that in the morning I'll have to let you go And you'll be just a man once I used to know And for these past few days someone I don't recognise This isn't all my fault when will you realise