What’s real in me and what is make believe? I feel empty when I take what I receive. My head’s not spinning. I’m back at the beginning. My heart is numb now and I must wake it somehow. My heart is beating but it’s under control. My head’s defeating both my heart and my soul. After retreating to a dark little hole… Cold comfort filling, killing, blocking my goal to get out. What can I see and how much am I missing? This plan for breaking free – foiled by reminiscing. My love is like a shadow when there’s no Sun in the sky. I ride off into battle knowing I’m gonna die. You are amazing and I wish I could love you. Your heart is blazing but mine’s just like a rock. There is a door in me, I’m gonna need to break down ‘cause I can’t find the key that fits the lock, the lock. I’m thinking I must be missing something inside. I’m thinking maybe when my heart broke it actually died. Weak to begin with maybe I should never have tried. And now I can’t, baby can’t, baby why, why, WHY!? What’s real in me and what is make believe? I feel empty when I take what I receive. My head’s not spinning. I’m back at the beginning. My heart is numb now and I must wake it somehow. What can I see and how much am I missing? This plan for breaking free – foiled by reminiscing. My love is like a shadow when there’s no Sun in the sky. I ride off into battle knowing I’m gonna die.