Why I am not here I think I´ve never been have at all Or ever will be I feel like a place Where no one goes anymore Why can´t you see that everything´s broken Why does it seem that my life´s turned gray? I can´t believe in anything sacred When I don´t believe that I am real It seems so bizarre But none of this matters Thoughts disappear, hope has died Now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here Why can´t you see my need for forgiveness? The truth and the lies confused as one I can´t believe in anything sacred When I don´t believe in anything I am alone Locked in my memories There´s nowhere left for me to hide But I am not real I´ve made all I am with lies Why does it seem that everything´s different? Why does it seem that only you are real? I don´t believe in anything sacred So, why do I feel so damned alone? (Chorus:) I need someone to break the silence That´s screaming in my head And in my sole