Is it better than—? Is it better than nothing? Is it better than—? Is it better than nothing? I have always dulled my senses I told Lae when she checked in Hid myself in art and women Needed things to reach towards But now I'm here Feeling super bad about it Tryna find the courage Turning up the shower on cold If I tell you that I'm trying Is it better than—? Is it better than nothing? I can't find no love No love for myself Is it better than—? Is it better than nothing? I can't find no love No love for myself Is it better than—? Is it better than nothing? I can't find no love No love for myself Is it better than—? Is it better than nothing? I can't find no love No love for myself Treat myself with this impatience I would never give a friend Sometimes when I cycle late, I Wish I'd disappear at speed But now I'm here Feeling super bad about it Finally admitting That maybe I used you to feel better If I tell you that I'm sorry Is it better than—? Is it better than nothing? I can't find no love No love for myself Is it better than—? Is it better than nothing? I can't find no love No love for myself Is it better than—? Is it better than nothing? I can't find no love No love for myself Is it better than—? Is it better than nothing? I can't find no love No love for myself I can't find no love No love for myself Spread on thin ice Trick of the mind Hardens your feelings The world was on fire Yet, I turn away Swimming in ice I swim for my life Away from the demons But the clarity lies In the direction of pain Oh, the flames