’m screaming through my closed mouth Can’t you feel my suffering? Can’t you hear how I love it? Can’t you see, this is the way I torture me And if I love how much I hate it This is the way I torture me I am the reason of my suffering, cos’ I love to suffer Forbidden fruit taste the best I carve your name to my chest Then I push you off of me Feeling so beautiful when we both bleed Substitute all the blame Substitute others and I left the same But is there any other access? When everything that is happening is my… Automatic process Pain flows through dead body Synthetic agony My sweet tragedy Blame and dump While I’m the numb