Lost myself in an endless goodnight Kept the time by the patterns of the streetlight Couldn't get it right I could never get it right Sadly, this is a wasted conversation Lost on you, lost on you This is a test of my patience Your blue eyes are so cruel I can't escape all the things we said I'm taking years off my life with the weight of regret Now there's nothing left There is nothing left to lose ^Chorus: Shouldn't I feel alive? I swear that I tried To be alright To sleep at night Shouldn't I feel alive? The night fades with a breath of sunshine I'll do my best to adjust to the morning light I cant keep my place Feels like I've been awake for days Sadly, you turn away and now I'm faced With the harsh truth, the harsh truth My cold heart is a place where true love cannot bloom ^Chorus: Shouldn't I feel alive? I swear that I tried To be alright To sleep at night Shouldn't I feel alive? There's static on the airwaves I'll try to find the light through all this haze I can't find the words that I'm trying to say So try to forget me as I walk away ^Chorus: Shouldn't I feel alive? I swear that I tried To be alright To sleep at night Shouldn't I feel alive?