Immediate concern for a problem that's an everlasting consequence. A failure to be a friend. Release it from your stomach, and I will realize you are gone. Take the time to know yourself. Understand who the fuck you are. On my knees I am sorry that it took this for me to remember that. And you were part of this, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you were a part of this. It hurts so much when it's gone, and I'm sorry.