F.ck, Aahh, I'm not addicted to drugs I'm addicted to being hurt It may seem bezerk But none of these stress relievers work Caught the pill At the pill Trying to get my head straight Trying to over power the pain until the next day But it aint happening I'm an addict that's half asleep While the other half of me is trapped in a series of bad dreams My current position was trippin on trees of acid casts, Until my eyes collapsed in suicide was an after math ( Chorus ) Falling down erasing memories you gave to me I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe So please take away the pain that hurts me I don't wanna be alone and thirsty So many drugs to push the pain I have intrapped in me Cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy So please take away the pain that fills me I don't wanna be the one that kills me I can't take this pain cause I'm DIEING I can't close my eyes cause I'm CRYING Causes skills, taken away my brain, side effect's causes pain I think I'm going Insane ( INSANE ) I can't take this pain cause I'm DIEING I can't close my eyes cause I'm CRYING Causes skills, taken away my brain, side effect's causes pain I think I'm going Insane ( INSANE ) ( End of Chorus) I guess I'm Insane indeed Cause no matter what the f.ck I do, you never seem happy Adapting, To stronger drugs, Larger quantities Killing my self constantly My eyes start to bleed The feeling of being alive just, Isn't enough Serenches I stuff with heroine, I'm feeling the rush Inside of my vains, and my brain's fried from filling too much With drugs, I'm willing to crush my chances of being in love ( Chorus ) Mabye because you made me that way Turn me into a monster I would of never became Creating thoughts of dieing Eventually severed my brain Irretated my vains Intoxicated my system It went on for days I had cravings of wisdom I wanted your f.ckin opinion So I'm making you listen Listen to all the pain I've been feeling recently Killed myself And only now do you realize that you miss me ( Chorus )