I lose my hold as all the pieces start to unfold, and now I see where this started to get away from me. Around my neck, pressure holds it's grip so tightly, and I regret everything that I said. But it feels alright, I might as well be dead. I do this every night, You can't understand how hard it is to be in bad business. But it feels alright, I might as well be dead. I do this every night, And you can't understand, I'm twisted inside, I can't explain why. I let go and then I lose control, And I'm falling faster than I'd really like. Down I go, further, out of control, But it makes no sense to give up at this height. I just need a sign to tell me I'm alright. Locked in the waiting room, my time is coming soon. There's no more life in me, I'm tied to catastrophe. But it feels alright, I might as well be dead. I do this every night, And you can't understand, I'm twisted inside, I can't explain why. I let go and then I lose control, And I'm falling faster than I'd really like. Down I go, further, out of control, But it makes no sense to give up at this height. I just need a sign to tell me I'm alright. No rewards, no excuses, There's no life left in me. No fortune and no favours, There's no one here to save us. I hide under the weight, Because I'm so ashamed. How could I be so wrong? Where did this feeling come from? I let go and then I lose control, And I'm falling faster than I'd really like. Down I go, further, out of control, But it makes no sense to give up at this height. I just need a sign to tell me I'm alright...