SammyBoy: Hello mother this is your son can you remember me? Remember the times when you were here and never meant to leave Words will lost their meaning while im waiting in the dark You underrated your child, but he will come home lately When you look into my eyes tell me if you see the same little boy with black eyes and with the dreams And i feel your end is near so take a look at my scars The freeze is sitting on your skin and my feet are about to slide Look at me Mom im not a kid anymore I grew into a man, yes this is our last hour Maybe we should enjoy it and be calm Im sorry father now i know you are not so proud ref: You were my life In my heart, there is no place to let go, i won´t to let go And when you´ll die than I´ll die There is no other way home This is not my home Ronnie Light Up: F*ck i burned myself i think im losing sanity I know you think i am sick and perfectly matching psychiatry But i got little secret for you The pack full of guns Is it still so funny when im pointing between your eyes? Hey mommy please hold my hand, just like if we re young I tried to do the best of me, and scream out through my lungs Im still that shy like i used to be, but without fears and without sins Neither life remains forever, there is nothing striking inside of me Dont you f*cking know me though im your son There is a hatred on my chest and its holding on too long Tomorrow will be brighter and I ll finally see the way Pray to your god but i will let you down there is nothing like that.... ref: You were my life In my heart, there is no place to let go, i won´t to let go And when you´ll die than I´ll die There is no other way home This is not my home NO! i dont want to be alone You re holding my conscience im holding your life!