I wish this could be a happy song But my happiness disappeared the moment you were gone Don't think I ever believed that this day would come Now all I'm feeling is lost and numb And ohhh I know I promised Mmmm that I would try But I, yes I, miss you and it's killing inside I'll always be thankful for the time we had We were blessed I should celebrate but I feel too sad All the wonderful memories just make me fall apart And it feels like somebody's stabbed me in my heart And ohhh I know I promised Mmmm that I wouldn't cry But I, yes I, miss you and it's killing inside Ooh well I, yes I, miss you want you by my side Walking, holding hands Talking, making plans Touching my heart my soul I wish this could be a happy song But my happiness disappeared the moment you were gone Tell me it's not happening Say it's not as it seems Tell me that I'm gonna wake up It's just a bad dream Please tell me that it's fiction Tell me it's just a lie Whatever you choose to tell me Please say he didn't die And I, yes I, miss you and it's killing inside Ooh well I, yes I, miss you want you by my side Ooh well I, miss you want you by my side Back here by my side Here by my side