I'm sipping pink Lucozade We're blazing on that new found haze I'm seeing in the blacks and grays I'm hoping that the basket sways Left to right, sit and talk shit all night Does that make it right for smoke Maybe, or am I just seeing shit? Seeing the pain inside in this house of fear You don't even wanna know about the things I hear Quick fix, headlines shine bright, you're the f*ckin' deal I'm just wishing it's ambition that got you Your position You'll be fishing for far too long You're the bad guy in this movie And I ain't wrong, I don't breathe the pollution And the only solution is making shit confusing And it ain't about who's winning or losing It's 'bout the path you're choosing Time heals pain and promotes self-soothing When the scars are gone you can't see bruising Wanna take these watches, chains and gold rings I'm getting caught up in the feelings that they bring A lack of sanity, losing touch with reality Smoking too much, it's starting to fog up my clarity Traveling in the day but you're still looking far to me Bulls eye you the dot to me Emotions splattered, same pattern Can't even begin to spot 'em I'm sad about sh*t that never happened No lies in my eyes, nothing but truth will leave my mouth I'm tryna f*ckin' scream but the words won't come out I'm, tryna f*ckin' scream but the words won't come out She's older, I told her We ain't meant to beIt takes two not three, but I'm here any way I hope he's leaving soon Started not to see the elephant in this room Disguise is your perfume But the smell of it consumes, it takes all my mind ou can search the world but you will never find I see everything you've done to me Be there, you run to me I don't need to pace, I don't need the stamina If this sh*t was it, girl, I probably woulda ran from ya Kept runnin' Outwit, cause you cunnin' That outfit cause you stunnin' Begging cause I'm losing mage Got me feeling some type of way I can't explain The f*ck is going on? I think I got it wrong When I told you I was over you, or were you under me?