Oh, I should've died today Free my mind, take a ride in the night Lose my cool, break down when the lights shine Know I might phase right through my window I close my eyes and I turn away Through my blinds, I hide my face From the life outside beyond my gates In my home, I'm on my own And there's no one there to take my place Oh, how could I walk away Oh, I should've died today Oh, I got a lot to say No, I couldn't lie to you Don't you wait 'til it's too late Can't lose my faith, let my mind escape from me Live my life 'cause time won't wait from me Numb my brain to ease my pain I can see you lookin', I can tell that you want me I can feel your eyes from across the room Passing away when you die, will you haunt me? You can't move, change shape like I do Oh, how could I walk away Oh, I should've died today Oh, I got a lot to say No, I couldn't lie to you You gotta choose to take your life away When I crashed my car, I should've died that day If I died would you cry that day? 'Cause since he died I ain't been the same Free my mind take a ride in the night Lose my cool, break down when the lights shine Know I might phase right through my window I close my eyes and I turn away Through my blinds, I hide my face From the life outside beyond my gates In my home, I'm on my own And there's no one there to take my place