It's late at night the worlds asleep And I'm trying not to think I take some pills cause my mind bleeds I'm thinking what is wrong with me Because the only thing I know about honesty Is every lie I told that you believed I'm afraid, to be alone I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies I'm too afraid to come clean My life's still free in the house of cards Now I can't look you in your eyes Because the guilt is killing me I try disconnect my heart again Just so I can breathe I wanna be myself again But I just can't cause I'm afraid, to be alone I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies I'm too afraid to come clean My life's still free in the house of cards It's such a shame what I've become After years of breaking down My whole life has come undone Cause I'm trying to fake it all And I know that you love someone But that someone isn't me Isn't me, no And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies I'm too afraid to come clean My life's still free in the house of cards You'll be amazed