Dear god i wrote this letter, To put my thoughts on paper, Sometimes life seems like a criminal, Without a well planned caper I know you're the answer, But i forget the question, How do i know you love me, When no one else, seems to care I've tried everything i thought, Might help me understand things, And it didn't tell me anything, Or even play my heart strings So i'm writing you this letter, To wait for your reply, I am so tired, of not believing, I'll give you a try I don't know, but i got this feeling, That today's gonna be my turning point, Everyday i get a little bit closer, It feels so good to finally be over I don't know, but i think i'm learning, This type of thing, Never been my calling card, Sometimes you just gotta look closer, Instead of searchin' so hard So when i start to get down, And the world fills up around me, And my head starts Spinnin' like a top, From the way my heart beat's pounding I can look up for a second, And know that i'm alright, I spent so long, not believing, It's my turn to fly I don't know, but i got this feeling, That today's gonna be my turning point, Everyday i get a little bit closer, It feels so good to finally be over And i don't know, but i think i'm learning, This type of thing, never Been my calling card, Sometimes you just gotta look closer, Instead of searchin' so hard