Wish i was, to dead to cry, myself affliction fades, Stones to throw at my creator, masochist to which i cater You don't need to bother, i don't need to be, I'll keep slipping farther but once i hold on, I won't let go till it bleeds Wish i was, to dead to care, if indeed i cared at all, Never had a voice to protest, so you fed me –– to digest, I wish i had a reason, my flaws are open seasoned, For this i gave up trying, one good turn deserved my dying You don't need to bother, i don't need to be, I'll keep slipping farther but once i hold on, I won't let go till it bleeds Wish i died, instead of lived, a zombie hides my face, Shell forgotten with its memories, Diaries left with cryptic entries and You don't need to bother, i don't need to be,(i don’t need to be) I'll keep slipping farther, but once i hold on, I won't let go till it bleeds You don't need to bother, I don't need to be, yea, i'll keep slipping farther, But once i hold on,(once i hold on) I'll never have doubt my deceit