Sometimes I try not to hate myself For everything I never said When you were here And so I'm burning up photographs Of what was a perfect past 'Cause I'm still here But I'm barely holding on Where did I go wrong Choking on the difference Between me and the world And ever since you've been gone I've been torn apart I know that you can't hear me but I'm still hurt And I wish you were here It's so hard that I try to bury it Pretend that you didn't exist So I can be strong But I feel sick And I feel diseased 'Cause everyone abandons me And I can't move along 'Cause I'm barely holding on Where did I go wrong Choking on the difference Between me and the world And ever since you've been gone I've been torn apart I know that you can't hear me but I'm still hurt And I wish you were here I can not pretend you didn't exist Misery is just a state of mind Hiding from the world's no way to live So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine I'll be fine But since I lost you I'm barely holding on Where did I go wrong Choking on the difference between Me and the world And ever since you've been gone I've been torn apart I know that you can't hear me but I'm still hurt So I look up to the stars And wonder out loud Why everything I had in life Has fallen from my arms Can you even hear this song? I'm screaming at the clouds Screaming to a galaxy That never cared at all That I need you here