I'm here today so far away but tomorrow I'll be on my way home Things we do and things we say Sometimes make the world look so strange And finally I realize I'm too fortunate to cry But everything may end today and the tears, don't ask me why Everyday I hear you say I'm too fortunate to cry And when you need a change of pace then don't you stop this time Once again I realize I must take a look behind 20 days, 4000 miles just made me see things right Life is pain and pain turns to joy Here I stand but I'm not the same guy I am afraid and estranged I need my space but I don't wanna stay There's a place where nothing's real And everything you do is based on fear They make you watch yourself on the screen And when you're done you just wanna puke Chorus