I gotta go out some place on my own No reason but I'm gonna skip this song I'm no good for children and I can't afford a home So I'll spend the night out all alone No job has ever made me rich I'm too proud and time - it is a bitch I never thought i'd find myself beat down But I never learnt to play my hand right Things I do are not necessarily related to how I feel Don't explode, don't explain just say hello when me meet It's good to know that I am not alone My demons go wherever I go Tell me things I really need to hear Sometimes life seems to be a complex scheme Mom always used to tell me to believe She never saw a good day, never lived just for herself It's me or this bottle, then she cried